Modern Day Plato

Modern Day Version of Plato's Cave Allegory-

Recently, I've been reading a lot of philosophy and worldview resources for school. As I was reading Plato's Cave Allegory, it hit me that this is confusing stuff. No wonder most people don't want to study philosophy, it's hard to understand! When I first read this allegory a few years ago, I had no idea what I had just read. After reading it for a second time, I feel like I grasp it a little better. So I decided to write a modern day version just in case there are some other confused people out there.

Imagine you're in a cave and you're all chained up and all you can see is this wall.

And the jerks who chained you up are using a fire to create shadow puppets on the wall, just to mess

with your mind. After a while of being chained up and looking at this wall, you get used to how the shadow puppets perform, and you form your understanding of reality on these shadows. These shadow puppets are all you've ever known, so you don't know that there is an entirely different world out there.

So eventually someone comes along and unchains and takes you out into the real world and you're super confused. At first you can't see anything; the sun is blinding you. Then you realize that actually you couldn't see anything if there wasn't a sun! Then you see a tree, except you don't know its a tree, because you've only ever seen a shadow of a tree, so you ask the person who unchained you what it is. When he tells you it’s a tree, you laugh and tell him it's not a tree, you know what a tree looks like, and this ain’t it...

Finally after a while you'd realize that nothing you saw on the wall was real...it was only a shadow of what was real. So you run back to the cave to tell the others who are still chained up. 'Cept when you get back and start explaining stuff to them, they all think you're stupid. You describing what a tree looks like. You'd tell them a tree is green and brown. They look with empty eyes and ask “Dude...what’s green? What’s brown?” They point to the wall and say, “That's a tree.” You look at the wall, but now you can't see at all because the sun has been messing with your eyes. So they all laugh at you and call you stupid, and won’t leave the wall.

This is what Philosophy is like, according to Plato. The soul ascends and apprehends the forms and the idea that “the idea of good” gives light to everything else. Then the philosopher has to go back to the world of forms – the wall – and try to explain to people what 'the good' is...but these idiots don't even know what 'brown' is so they don't understand something as complex as ' the good'.

Plato's point is that 'the good' is out there, and everyone has to find it for themselves. You can't force knowledge on an idiot...he has to find it on his own.

“True knowledge must be obtained the hard way, and some people just don't want to see the light”

Defense of Theism
Mary-Faith Pittman
Theology Module
March 18, 2012

In February 1968, renowned atheist H.J McCloskey remarked in his article titled, On Being an Atheist, that “Atheism is a much more comfortable belief than theism, and theists should be miserable just because they are theists.” McCloskey lays out three main reasons for his belief that atheism should be more widely accepted than theism. In the next few pages I plan to discuss why McCloskey is seriously mistaken in his opinion that the atheist worldview is more conducive physiologically than other worldviews. 

 
His first argument touches on the cosmological argument - an argument for the existence of God that claims that all things in nature depend on something else for their existence. McCloskey argues, “If we use the causal argument at all, all we are entitled to infer is the existence of a cause commensurate with the effect to be explained, the universe, and this does not entitle us to postulate an all-powerful, all-perfect uncaused cause. The most it would entitle one to conclude is that the cause is powerful enough and imperfect enough to have created the sort of world we know.” McCloskey assumes that our Creator cannot make anything that is not like Him. Since man is evil McCloskey says God is evil. Although we are made in God's image we do not have the same attributes as God, nor the same nature. Man has a sinful nature, while God does not. Even though Adam originally had a sinless nature, his sin caused him to fall away from his holiness.The Bible clearly stresses the fact that God is good “For the LORD is good and his love endures forever; his faithfulness continues through all generations” Psalm 100.5. Mark 10:18 is another text which supports God's goodness and refutes McCloskey: “No one is good except for God alone.” God is omnipotent and if He wanted evil to triumph, it would have. McCloskey is stating his opinion as fact, and in doing so, misleads his readers. Additionally, his lack of clear evidence for his proposed “facts” and “reasons” to discredit theism are very weak.

In his second argument, McCloskey denounces design and purpose in the universe, commonly referred to as the teleological argument. He mocks, “To get the proof going, genuine indisputable examples of design or purpose are needed. There are no such examples, so the proof does not get going at all”. To McCloskey, the fact that there is no evidence of a creator provides a “very conclusive objection”. On the contrary, however, there is so much evidence for a designer, not just in the Bible but also in nature itself. Take the human body, for example. I don't think anyone would be foolish enough to say that the human body is not an amazing machine, yet people are foolish enough to believe that this intricate, precise machine came into existence out of nothing, without a designer. The doubters further their ludicrous claims by accusing theists of having no evidence for a Designer, when they themselves have no sound evidence that there is not one. Hypothetically, let us assume there was indisputable, 100% proof for evolution; it still would not disprove God as a designer. An omnipotent God could work through macroevolution if He willed to do so, but He did not.

McCloskey goes on to argue that the universe is just a machine, but he fails to acknowledge that every working machine requires a focused designer. For example, if you were to walk into a room and see an iPhone laying on a table you would probably wonder how it got there and who was behind it. What if I told you that no one was behind it? What if I told you that it had been there for a very long time, as long as anyone could remember. Would this be a satisfactory answer? Not at all. I’m sure it would leave you with more questions, one of which might be how I could be so ignorant. However, if I were to explain to you that someone took the time to intelligently create this phone, precisely place it in this room, for a specific reason, and then went on to show you the owner’s manual describing the creation, you would be more satisfied, as well as be in awe of the creator as well as the creation.

 
McCloskey also imprudently and inaccurately defines faith as “the state of being ultimately concerned, as claiming truth for its concern; and as involving commitment, courage, and the taking of a risk.” His misunderstanding of faith is the basis of his very weak argument. He compares God to mankind by comparing the faith of mankind to a faith in God. McCloskey gives an example of having faith in a good friend who is accused of being a criminal because of knowledge of their past actions. He claim “it's reasonable to have faith in one's friend on the basis of past knowledge...to have faith in his (God's) existence and perfection in the face of the existence of evil is to be irrational and foolish.”According to Hebrews 11:1,2 faith is “ the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen. By faith we understand that the worlds were prepared by the word of God, so that what is seen was not made out of things which are visible.” To put it simply, faith is a demonstrated confidence in the integrity of God. Again, God is not like man. We cannot compare our faith in fellow human beings to our faith in God. Even the best man is undeserving of unconditional faith. McCloskey's argument against Christian faith leads to his argument about the existence of evil.

McCloskey primarily bases his atheism on the existence of evil. He even goes so far as to remark,“It is because evil exists that we believe God does not exist.”Jamie Woodham, a student of philosophy at Liberty University stated in his article, A reflection on H.J McCloskey's 'On Being an Atheist', “the problem of evil proves to be a greater problem for atheism than it does for theism. In the first place, recognizing the existence of evil requires the existence of objective moral good. If there is no good in the universe, how can we recognize or classify anything as evil? Yet we do recognize evil, and the atheist cannot raise the problem of evil without also raising the recognition of the objective moral good which he is attempting to deny.” By disproving the point that evil only results in more evil, the very core of McCloskey's argument is proved false. The fact that evil exists actually aids the argument for the existence of God. There is an objective standard for good; that is the Supreme Good, who is God. Suffering is not necessarily bad. Man's suffering can be for a greater, sometimes invisible, higher purpose.“Pain and suffering are frequently the means by which we become more motivated to finally surrender to God and to seek the cure of Christ”, surmised Peter Kreeft. A loving, just God does not make mankind suffer unnecessarily. Furthermore, without evil we would not have free will. God knows what He is doing at all times even when He ordains suffering for His people. Just as it pains a human father to see his child hurting, whether from an accident or needful surgery, God the Father suffers alongside His children. God is acquainted with suffering; He suffered extreme pain when He sent His son Jesus Christ to die the painful and shameful death of the cross. 

The problem of the existence of evil co-existing with a good God never fails to lead to the topic of free-will, which is the next argument McCloskey brings to the table. “If we have free will is it so valuable as to justify all the evil caused by men's morally evil acts, i.e. would it really be a worse state of affairs for us to be rational automata?”By stating that he would rather be a robot than have free will that might lead to evil he shows that he misunderstands the free-will theodicy. What he fails to comprehend is that God wants us to be able to freely give our love to Him. God doesn't want us to be machines that can only obey Him mechanically, with no heart or allegiance. Man's purpose on earth is to glorify God and enjoy Him forever. Man is to love God by choice, not by automatic means. In his article Genesis in Time and Space, Francis Schaeffer put it nicely when he said, “In the flow of history, man is brought face to face with that for which he has been made—face to face in a loving relationship to the God who is there.” Man's ability to choose between good and evil is what makes him distinct from animals. We cannot have free will without being able to choose evil, because it wouldn't be free will without that option. McCloskey makes a mistake that Ravi Zacharias points out in Jesus among Other Gods: “Not one proponent of evolutionary ethics has explained how an impersonal, amoral first cause through nonmoral processes has produced a moral basis for life, while at the same time denying any objective moral basis for good and evil.”

McCloskey closes his article by discussing mankind's purpose in life, or the lack thereof. He argues that “victims can find comfort in knowing that no god caused them to suffer, and seek and receive comfort and strength from their friends and men of goodwill instead.” Men of goodwill are poor substitutes for a merciful, gracious, powerful God. Without God, man is doomed and life is pointless. The universe and all human beings are fated to die, and when they do, their existence will have been temporary and eternally meaningless. How does McCloskey find comfort in meaningless life? How is having no purpose in life a comfort to atheists? There is no reason for existence if the end result is eternal death. What meaning can be given to one's life? Does it even matter how one lives? I can hardly fathom the idea of my life ending at the grave. Death would become the scariest thing. William Lane Craig in The Absurdity of Life without God says,“So if God does not exist, that means that man and the universe exist to no purpose—since the end of everything is death—and that they came to be for no purpose, since they are only the blind products of chance. In short, life is utterly without reason.” Again I ask, how is this any comfort at all to an atheists and why would McCloskey set out to convince others of his dismal view of life?

In conclusion, H.J McCloskey's arguments against theism are full of logical fallacies, baseless facts contrary to evidence, illogical statements, and ill-defined definitions for the concepts of theism. In Psalm 14:1 David cries, “The fool says in his heart, 'there is no God.'” H.J McCloskey's arguments are foolish and poorly constructed. I echo Mr. T when he stated, “I pity the fool”. I think that Proverbs 18:1 accurately describes McCloskey- “A fool takes no pleasure in understanding, but only in expressing his opinion”,because Mr. McCloskey’s article was simply the musings from the pen of a sad, misinformed, pagan. He failed to disprove theistic beliefs. Ecclesiastes 4.5 says “a fool folds his hands and eats his flesh”. Sadly, God will hold Mr. McCloskey accountable for everything he has done and written during his lifetime, just as all humanity is accountable for every thought, word, and deed. And with that truth in mind,  I find no reason to reject the arguments for God's existence. I find no reason to reject the idea that evil and a good God can co-exist. I find no reason to believe that atheistic beliefs are more comfortable than theistic ones. I find no reason to believe that there is no meaning or purpose to life on earth.

The Problem of Evil

Greetings fellow earthlings!
This week in class I have been learning about the problem of evil. We had to write a paper in response to the problem. This is my response: (I added little pictures to make it more interesting. The pictures were not in my actual paper)

The Goodness of God and Human Suffering

"The fact of suffering undoubtedly constitutes the single greatest challenge to the Christian faith”,stated theologian John Stott. Indeed I have been guilty of asking myself the questions;If there is a God, why do good people suffer; Why do innocent children starve while the wicked prosper; and would a loving creator allow heart-wenching suffering? For centuries skeptics and believers alike have wondered if the presence of suffering could co-exist with a wise and loving God. The presence of evil and suffering can actually be proof of a good and caring God, because it presupposes an objective standard for good and evil.

God is the objective standard for good and evil. C.S. Lewis has called God “The Supreme Good”. Lewis also said,“If the universe is so bad...how on earth did human beings ever come to attribute it to the activity of a wise and good Creator?” Lewis believes the very concept of evil and goodness calls for a standard of goodness which begs to be accounted for. If there is no God, where did the standard by which we define evil originate? Skeptics may ask, “Where was God when the hurricane hit Haiti?; why didn't God stop the disaster?;does God care? If God is all-loving, all-powerful and all-good shouldn't suffering be non-existent?” However, the over-arching response to those questions should be “By what standard are you judging “good” versus “bad” circumstances? Every society has a standard by which they determine “good” from “evil” yet most of the time they don't realize the organization of their standard.

Regardless of their religious beliefs most people would unwaveringly agree that putting young children into the back of a pick-up truck, driving them to the edge of a cliff, then shoving them off the cliff, would be morbidly evil. But why? Why does the image of purposely shoving babies off a cliff make people cringe? Because, everyone knows this is wrong. When and where did they learn this moral code of right and wrong. No one has to teach to man. It's part of the Natural Law that God instilled into His image-bearing creation.

Natural Law is an objective norm to which people strive for and which expect other people to abide by. It is a law that informs and convicts men of what they should and should not do. It is universally known and universally broken. Unfortunately, although the law is written on human hearts it is not automatically obeyed. We all break this natural law, and disobey the law's author.

God, the author of good and evil is Himself acquainted with suffering. Romans 8 says “What then shall we say to these things?If God is for us, who can be against us? He who did not spare his own Son but gave him up for us all, how will he not also with him graciously give us all things? Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall tribulation or distress or persecution or famine or nakedness or peril or sword?” (Romans 8:32-33, 35)

Good cannot exist without evil, therefore the two do not contradict each other. Evil is a necessary counterpart to good. This can easily be shown through the contrast between great and small. For something to be great it must naturally have a counterpart in something less great. While the concepts of great and small can be viewed as opposites, they need each other in order to be clearly understood.

An example of this: When I was six years old I went on a missions trip to a housing project built on top of a dump in Mexico. While there I visited an extremely poor family who had received a new bed and wanted to show “the Americans”. As I entered their humble abode I noticed the mother had put a lot of effort into preparing her home for us. The dirt floor was swept smooth, the table was cleared and decorated with a jar of flowers. To any poor Mexican this little house would appear clean as a whistle. However, to an American eye, the house was anything but clean, in fact it was dirty. It was dirty to me and my family because of our American understanding of clean.Similarly evil presupposes good. Just as clean is the absence of dirt, so evil is the absence of good. This is significant proof that evil and good do not contradict each other

God is the ultimate good, righteous in all His ways. Even in circumstances that would cause the most faithful follower to question God's goodness. In Genesis 18 Abraham asked God confidently “Will not the Judge of all the earth do right?” There is no good apart from God. Evil cannot exist apart from a Holy God, since God's goodness and justice are the hallmarks of everything that is opposite of evil.

Peter Kreeft, author of “The Case for Faith” says“God is not the author of suffering, but He is the provider”. God created free will. Mankind's free will is the source of evil. God could not create a world without the potentiality for sin and evil. If was were no potentiality for sin, there would be no freedom. The idea of a world with free will yet without potentiality for sin is a self-contradiction. What would be the point in having free will if we didn't really get to make a choice? As Kreeft asserted “A world without suffering would be more like hell than heaven”, Because when evil is removed, free is abolished. Kreeft also said “A world without suffering would be a world without love, which is the highest value in the universe. That highest good could never have been experienced. Real love- our love of God and our love of each other- must involve a choice. But with the granting of that choice comes the possibility that people would choose instead to hate.” God gave us Free Will, and we chose to sin and now suffer the consequences.

An omnipotent God can and will use suffering, pain and evil in our lives.

 Romans 8:28- “And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good, for those who are called according to his purpose.” Allowing evil enables God to defeat the ultimate evil, Satan, with His righteous justice.

When God allows suffering it may be His way of pushing us in the direction of unexpected blessing. Sometimes the presence of pain in my life brings the practical benefit of sanctifying me. God works in me through affliction. R.C Sproul puts it nicely ”As uncomfortable as pain may be, we do know that the scriptures tell us again and again that tribulation is a means by which we are purified and driven to a deeper dependence on God. There is a long-range benefit to us that we would presumably lose were it not for the pain we are called to 'endure for a season.' The scriptures tell us to endure for a season because the pain we experience now cant even be compared with the glories stored up for us in the future.” It's going to hurt and we don't know why we're going through that hurt, but God knows. And when we overcome that suffering we partake in a tiny piece of what Christ did on the cross. Sproul also says “It's good to remember that the very baptism we receive is, among other things, a sign of our willingness to participate in the sufferings of Christ.” We may not know why we're suffering but we can take comfort in suffering honorably in trusting God with the results.

In conclusion, the fact that evil exists aids the argument for the existence of God. There is an objective standard for good; that is the Supreme Good, who is God. Suffering is not necessarily bad. Man's suffering can be for a greater, sometimes invisible, purpose.“Pain and suffering are frequently the means by which we become more motivated to finally surrender to God and to seek the cure of Christ” surmised Peter Kreeft. God does not make mankind suffer unnecessarily. Without evil we would not have free will. God knows what He is doing at all times even when He ordains suffering for His people. Just as it pains a human father to see his child hurting, whether from an accident or needful surgery, God the Father suffers alongside His children. God suffered extreme pain when He sent His son Jesus Christ to die the painful and shameful death of the cross.

Perhaps the real question that should be asked is not “If God is good, why do bad things happen?”, but rather, “Why is God so merciful and gracious towards us and what have we done to deserve this?”. The only truthful answer is that we don't deserve it. But God has made a way for us to be eternally free from all pain and suffering- in glory, with Him. This is the truth that should make us stand in awe.

Childhood Question Answered!

This is going to be a quick post.

When I was kid my parents would tell me that God created everything, and I would ask them "well then who created God?" I have never been satisfied with any answer given, until today.

This is a cool picture I found online when I was researching cosmology!
I have no idea what it means.

I'm reading "Cosmological Argument" by William Lane Craig where he argues that God exists. In the beginning of the article Craig  used a syllogism to explain his reasoning

Whatever begins to exist has a cause.
The universe began to exist.
Therefore, the universe has a cause.

  At the end of the article he rebuts some objections to his claim, one of them happened to be "But if the universe must have a cause, then what is God's cause?" As soon as I read this, I was reminded of my childhood questioning of the existence of God, and where He came from. And Craig finally answered my question!
" The first premise does not state Whatever exists has a cause, but rather Whatever begins to exist has a cause."

God never began to exist...so He doesn't require a cause, because He never came into being. God is not restricted to time and space like we are, so it is difficult for us to comprehend something like that. I get headaches when I wrestle the very thought of something...SOMEONE existing outside of time and space. I'm not comfortable with something I can't fully understand...which is where "faith" comes to into play.

I plan on continuing to post about things I learn/get out of my readings.

Dear Mom, I wanted to do something you on Valentines day, even though I'm 1,354 miles away. I thought I'd write you a note via blog, that way the whole world can know how amazing you are (yes the whole world reads my blog). I'm sorry I'm too poor to send you flowers, or a package with chocolate, which I'm pretty sure you'd appreciate more than flowers. But where I'm poor when it comes to money, I'm rich when it comes to love and appreciation for you. Wow that was cheesy.

 Not just any woman could take on the challenge of raising 11 children, and do so spectacularly. Kate (from Jon and Kate plus  couldn't even handle 8!. Yes, Michelle Dugger is a mother to 20, but I doubt she does as good of a job as you do with your 11.

 You're the most organized woman I've ever met. You have such an amazing knack for home decorating and keep our house in pristine order (any of y'all who have ever been to the Pittman house can attest to that). Not only do you keep the house and all of our belongings in great shape, you also keep all your kids in great shape, mentally and physically! I don't know any other woman who could say the same.

 Thank you for teaching me to be respectful and well mannered. Everything you taught me when I was younger made more of an impact than I ever thought it would. Even those hours of catechism that I hated and pitched so many fits about have really benefited me in the long run.

Thank you for never giving up on me even when it took eight years for me to finally learn how to read.  I'm so grateful that I have a mother like you, willing to support me even when I decide to move across the country. You still do an amazing job at being my mother even when I'm miles and miles away. 

 I know we've had our ups and downs, mom. Even through those terrible fights during my high school years you still loved me and supported me unconditionally. Thank you for being there for me and supporting me when I was rowing. Thank you for encouraging me when I was feeling down.

  Thank you for teaching me God's Word, and for showing me the importance of living in it. Thank you for modeling for me what a godly woman looks like.  You push me when I need pushing, comfort me when I need comfort, and reprimand me when I need reprimanding. You spanked me when I needed to be punished, and I’m glad you did. You encourage me, motivate me, and continue to inspire me. I know I can always go to you and ask you anything.  Thank you for being the best mother a girl could ask for. I love you and can't wait to see you in May!

 Happy Valentines Day, Mama

Minnesotan Adventures and Rivendell Exploits

I have been at Rivendell for a month now and so-far I've really enjoyed it. I've been kept busy from the moment I stepped unto campus! Every Monday-Thursday we have morning and afternoon class. On Friday we just have morning class. The first six weeks we study “Critical Thinking” and “Logic”. I've studied logic before, but not in the same way I'm studying it now. We've discussed subjective and objective truth, apologetics, fallacies, some philosophy, socratic logic, some theology, and metaphysics. We've read articles from authors such as: Bertrand Russel, Thomas Aquinas, Peter Kreeft, Norman Geisler, Thomas Keats, Immanuel Kant, David Hume, Aristotle, Plato, J.P Moreland, and a few more that I can't remember.

We've read through Genesis during our inductive Bible study, and had our Genesis test this week. We've had a lot of homework every night, so I have definitely been kept busy.

During the weekends I've had time to do fun stuff. I went to the Mall of America, which is truly daunting. I spent 3 hours there, and didn't even get through all the stores in the East Wing... Fun fact:

the Mall of America is the size of 78 football fields!

We had a birthday party at Rivdendell for all the December-January birthdays, and the theme was “Pajama Party”. My class wanted to make a dramatic entrance so we all went out and spent hours searching for adult sized footie pajamas. It was quite entertaining to listen to Alexandra (one of my classmates) call six different stores and ask if they had 14 adult sized footie pajamas. The people on the other line usually asked her to repeat her question, and then had to transfer her to someone else. The hours spent driving around Bloomington and Minneapolis payed off when we entered the party and saw everyone's expressions at our outfits.

I'm sure all my fellow Floridians are wondering how I've been faring with the drastic weather change which I experienced when moving from Florida to Minnesota. Well, I've fared pretty well so far. There have been moments when the temperature has dropped to 12 below with the wind chill making it feel like 21 below...I remember one morning the temperature was -15 and I had to walk out of my dorm to the Administration building, as soon as I stepped outside the coldness just steeped through my layers of clothing and just chilled my bones! However, this is the warmest winter Minnesota has had in a very long time, so I'm not complaining too much. It hasn't snowed that much either, which is fine by me because I'm not a huge fan of snow. The stuff is just wet, mushy and creates a mess. I can't wear normal shoes when it snows...I prefer my Sperrys to snow-boots anyday.

You all who know me well, know that I love food. I love good home-cooked southern meals. I love meat. I love bread. I just love food in general. But, I'm not a huge fan of the cafeteria food here. The meals here don't sit well with me...literally. I'm not sure if its because they're cooked for a lot of people or if I'm just not used to not getting fresh meals...I just don't know. I do know this, the food here is not amazing. I miss all the food my family cooked back home. I also really miss Chick-fil-a. Can you believe that there is not one Chick-fila-a in all of Minnesota?! What kind of place doesn't have a Chick-fil-a?! The closest one to my location is in Omaha NB...6 ½ hours away. One word: REDICULOUS!!!!

I have been eating lot of cereal, cheezits, granola bars and bananas. I have around 3-4 bananas everyday. I think my finger-nails have really benefited from all the bananas, because they've been looking really good lately.

Some things I've noticed about the North and Northerners:

• It's so dry here. Not only does the dryness effect my skin, but also my hair... I never knew that a dry climate could effect one's hair!
• The street lights here (red, yellow, green) are on the side of the road on little poles, instead of above the street.
• It's below freezing in the Winter and super hot and humid in the summer...worst of both worlds.
• The people up here all sound different, and arent as polite as us Southerners ;)
• Boots are to Minnesotans as flip-flops are to Floridians. Try to say Minnesotans without a Minnesotan accent!
• Maybe its' because of the winter season, but a lot of the buildings here are really ugly.
• The lakes here are beautiful...even when they're covered in ice.
• There are no Krispy Kremes or Dunkin' Doughnuts here.
• The sidewalks look perfectly normal while in all actuality they are icy and slippery.

Thats all for now folks. I don't want to make my post too long...Mama P always gets on my case if it's too long.

 Vicodin, Minnesota and not much more

I have a lot of catching up to do...

I came home from Semester and had an amazing Christmas with my whole family. I got my wisdom teeth out, and spent a week watching my nephew and niece while on Vicodin.Which was a lot of fun, I really enjoyed my time with them.

This is my 18 month old niece Sophie :)

Im going to expound on the wisdom teeth surgery, only because it was such an awful experience. December 28^th I went to the oral surgeon, signed in, went to the back room, sat in the chair, got my arms strapped down (kind of scary...) and then they put the laughing gas mask on me. I was supposed to count backwards from 10, so I did....and I was still very awake and was aptly listening to the nurses talk about where they got their white tennis shoes (big sale at Shoe Station in Market Square!). They finally noticed I was still awake and very aware and gave me an IV, after that I don't remember anything until I was trying to get in my 12 passenger van which has very high-steps... I spent the next week looking like as swollen as a pregnant whale and in a lot of pain. Apparently, drugs don't work on me...the Vicodin helped a tiny bit...but I didn't have any weird side effects, and acted completely normal. Long story short, I had two dry sockets which made for a very slow recovery.

Yes...I'm adding this because it depicts how painful it was pretty well, and also because I can't remember  anyone ever taking this so it was quite funny to come across it on my camera. 

Ok, next big event that happened since Semester's end- I decided to attend Rivendell, a small Christian Liberal Arts 2 year college that I will complete in 18 months. As I write this, I'm sitting in the common room of my dorm in Bloomington Minnesota. Why did I exchange 75 degree Florida weather for 20 degree Minnesota weather...It's kind of like exchanging a burger and fries for a spinach salad and whole wheat bread; I'll benefit better in the end/better outcome. I was planning on attending in the Fall but it worked out better for me to attend in January...so 1 week before classes started I decided to come...it was a hectic week of packing, popping vicodin, rushing around looking for winter clothes, and saying good-bye to as many people as I could.

I've only been at Rivendell for 2.5 days, but I love it. I have a super small class of 14 students, 8 girls 6 boys. We have 2 teachers B.J and Donald. At Rivendell we take a course for 6 weeks and then we're done with it. T he first 6 week course is “Critical Thinking” which is a lot of logic, apologetics and reading. Usually we discuss essays we had to read the night before. However, today and tomorrow we're watching a video series on Discipleship by Landa Cope. Landa is totally hilarious...or at least think she is which is funny. Everytime she says something she thinks is funny she pauses and opens her mouth and just laughs at her own joke... and since words cannot explain this well enough, I went to all the trouble of looking up a video of her, and then finding a part where she's sort of laughing....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1oRaAm2rb_Q

7:37 is the time you can skip to.

I hope to continue to blog a lot more while I'm here... this post is really short. Be thankful that I'm able to summarize big events in less than one page (I definitely did not get that skill from my mama).

Until next time folks!